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"Girl are you sure about this like you know how he is" Ari said.

"I mean I'm only coming for Malaysia and It's not like It's awkward or anything between us I feel like it's finally cordial between us well at least I do Pop can be flip-floppy sometimes" I shrugged putting earrings on.

"Well I just hope he doesn't try anything" Dasani said putting Malaysia's shoes on.

I called them over to catch up and give me advice and to help me get Malaysia ready.

"I don't care about nun of that I just hope she doesn't fall for it" Ari said giving me a glare.

"Trust me I'm not" I said.

Well, at least I'll try.

"I'm not really into looking for a relationship you know I'm still not over my whole situation with who name shall not be named," I said as I sighed.

"JOJO!" Malaysia yelled clapping her hands.

"And that's the hardest part about getting over him it's like ever since we broke up she won't stop mentioning him or stop talking about him like how do I explain to a one year old that her mama got cheated on" I said.

"You don't have to be specific just just tell her he's not gonna be around anymore" Dasani said.

"I don't know I'll just let her forget about him" I said doing my edges.

"Well I hope you glued your wig down because y'all are gonna be jumpinggg" She said.

"Girl I'm not gonna be jumping like that but I know pop is gonna make me do all types of dumb shit so I put an extra layer of glue just in case" I said.

"But y'all have fun call us if you need us to mess some stuff we don't mind crashing 4 year old's birthday parties" Dasani said.

There was a knock on the door making look at them and go downstairs to answer it.

"Jon? What do you want" I said with my hand on my hip giving him an attitude.

He really had the AUDACITY to come to my door with flowers are you serious he needs to leave before Pop gets here  I'm not breaking up a fight or anything.

"I just want to show you that I'm sorry foreal I won't do it again just please take me back" He begged.

Ugh I heard this story before I cheater always a cheater in my eyes.

I sighed "Jon you know how bad you hurt me I really loved you at one point and you took advantage of my kindness and you did what you promised me you wouldn't do what my baby daddy did and you did it anyway" I said crying.

"And I'm sorry I got high but that is no excuse I take full accountability for what I did and I'm sorry I don't know how much I can express that" He said holding my hand.

"Jon I don't kn-"

"Deajahnai what the hell!" Pop said getting out the car angry as ever.

"Pop it's not what it looks like I swear!" I said putting my hand between him and Jon.

"Then what does it look like then? I thought you was done with him?" He said.

"He just came here with flowers I didn't know he was coming he just came to apologize"  I said.

"And you're gonna forgive him like a dumbass I bet?" He said.

"No-"

"Yes you are just say it D say it!" He said.

I threw the flowers on the ground "I hate you I Hate both of y'all!" I said going into the house.

"Guys-"

"We heard the whole thing" Ari and Dasani both said walking out my room and going outside but I stopped them.

"No y'all please don't add fuel to the fire ok  I'll just go" I said.

"D let's go we can talk about this on the road!" Shar yelled.

"And he wanna yell and stuff like it's his house the hell is wrong with him" Dasani said.

It's always something. I'm beyond stressed and I'm tired of it.

"Deajahnai I swear if I have to go up there!" He yelled again.

"Y'all can just leave I'm pretty sure things are gonna get personal and I promise you would not want to be here when it happens" I said.

"Ok fine" Ari sighed "but call if anything goes wrong please" she said.

"Alright just go through the back door to avoid conflict please" I said.

"Ok" They said then they left.

It was quiet for a little but so I used that time to at least calm down.

"D I'm not gonna do this with you let's go cuz! I got M in the car let's go" He said yanking my arm making me fall forward on my face.

"Are you serious?!" I said holding my nose.

"It was an accident," he said quickly.

"You know what I'm not coming you can go have fun with Malaysia I'm not coming I don't even know wh-"

URBAN AIR™

"Jump higher M" I said jumping with her as I laughed when she fell over.

My mood was instantly killed when Shar came over to where we was at.

"You having fun Baby?" He said.

"Yeah she is she won't stop falling over" I said looking at her.

"I'm talking about you" he said making me roll my eyes.

"It's Deajahnai to you and I was doing just fine until you came over here" I said.

"Are you still mad about me snatching you up like that? I said it was an accident" he said

"That's one of the reasons" I said crossing my arms.

"You stay killing the vibe I swear dog" he said smacking his lips.

"I kill the vibe you must not know yourself then" I said.

"I hate you" he said under his breath.

Yes I'm glad I'm sick of his crazy tail self ruining my every chance of happiness.

"Why are you so obsessed with me then" I snapped.

"I don't know just because, when I love somebody I love hard that's all" He shrugged.

"What you doing isn't loving hard its a call for help and THERAPY if you ask me" I said.

Of course when he cancels our appointments stuff wanna go down.

"Was you really gonna take him back?" He asked me.

"Did I take you back?" I said.

"No not yet now answer my question" He said.

"No I wasn't but if you would've gave me a chance to talk then you would've know" I said.

"Like seriously Pop why can't you just let me be and let me be happy I don't like being toxic it's exhausting at this point why can't you just move on I'm confused all these girls out here and you want to be all up on me when weave been broken up for months" I said.

"Because I don't want to and I know I can't find another girl like you your just everything I wanted and I can't afford to lose you, you don't think this is tiring for me too" He said.

"Then why do you keep doing it" I said.

"Like I said a thousand times before I still love you can't you just take me back" he said.

"I'm going to be honest at times I do and I times I dont because you give me mixed signals sometimes so I don't know and my family can't stand you and you know how quick they are to cut somebody off and I just got back cool with my family and I don't want to mess it up" I said as I sighed.

"And you say your gonna change but I feel like you barely put in the effort" I said.

"I got us back into counseling if that makes you feel any better" he said making me smile a little.

"And I apologize for what I did I am trying to change I just had a bad day and when I saw you talking to...him I just saw red and lost it" He confessed.

"Well thank you for being honest" I said.

"So how have you been?" He asked me.

"I've haven't been good I have anxiety and stress and I feel depressed" I said.

"All because of me" he said rubbing his hand down his face.

I mean low-key yeah.

"Listen dont blame yourself for everything it's jon too" I said

"Do you want to go home we've been here for awhile" he asked me.

"I dont really want to go home right now my mom left a text message and fussed at me because of his I left my room and I know she's gonna yell at me when I get home so I'll just go to a hotel" I shrugged.

"You can chill at my place" he said making me shake my head.

"What No-"

"No funny business I swear just spend the night and you can leave in the morning" He said.

"No funny business" I said.

"I swear" he said holding his hands up.

"Ok but I'm leaving the next morning" I said pointing at him.

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Hey.

A little late. I know

I want to be honest I honestly don't have that much motivation for this book like I used to.

This book is coming to end pretty soon.

And I don't know how to end it o don't want to rush no ending so most likely it's gonna be not your Ideal love story ending ok.

Over here we are different and don't do know overused happy endings.

So I'm gonna let you know if you don't like they way it's gonna end then..

WRITE YOUR OWN BOOK 😮

And the ending is not even gonna be bad nobody is gonna die or none of that crazy stuff.

It's most likely not go on a be the ending y'all all want it to be that's all.

And sequels? Um most likely no.

More books though maybe and Imagine book in the future cause I be thinking of fire scenarios.

So I don't like this chapter foreal let alone this book so ya.

But at least I didn't leave this book to collect dust I'm gonna finish what I started.

Cause that's what most authors do so yeah.

If I have to force myself to write to finish this book the sure.

And if you haven't checked my other books please of "So Sick Of You" is my fav rn

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