69(Time skip)

NUNU

Yeah, y'all about to be upset.

"Why do I feel like this!" I said wiping my mouth and getting up from the bathroom floor.

"You still throwing up?"

"Yes Jon I'm still throwing up I've been throwing up all weekend and it's annoying I have a client coming soon that's gonna be embarrassing" I whined.

"We can go to the doctor later if you want" He said.

"Yeah we can but I'm pretty sure it's just food poisoning from that sushi place you took me to" I said turning off the bathroom light.

Boy I can take myself to the doctor.

"I'll be back though I'm going to the post office then I'm gonna pick up M from daycare" He said as I nodded and looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

"I'm coming back I promise" He said.

No. Me and Jon are not together I just use him for errands and a lil bit of money he was just so desperate to be in my presence so I might as well make him useful.

Plus he has a girl that he's been trying to cheat on her with me for months but I'm not letting up.

I'm thinking about telling her pretty soon.

It's been a couple weeks since I stayed over at pops house and it was just fine well I mean we did have sex but I'm pretty sure I forced him to wear protection so it's  good its most definitely the sushi.

Things have been going so good lately I've finally started doing hair and I got my own place now enough room for me and M.

And I'm getting a beauty bar soon that Pop has gladly stepped up to pay for and I mean all expenses is paid for anything I wanted in there he got it for me.

And baby I'm making money don't play with me.

Who ever knew that being in between two men will be kinda helpful.

Me and Pop relationship has gotten way better as parents we are going to our therapy sessions and have been taking advice that the therapist told us and it's really changed us for Malaysia's sake.

And we got back together but we kinda wanna keep it on the low because I don't know if my parents would disown me if they found out I was back with him so we're keeping everything a secret.

He's coming over today to spend some time with M and everything.

She's gotten so better at school and she behaves well too.

Unfortunately I had to tear her up one time for the one time so now she knows better then to act up like how she used to.

There was a knock on the door making me get up to go answer it.

"Heyy omg come sit down," I said to my client as she walked in.

"Girl this is nice" she said looking around my condo.

"Thanks, so what do you want to your hair babe?" I asked her as I sat her down.

Something like this" she said pulling out her phone and showing me a picture.

"Ok I can do that did you wash your hair?" I asked her.

"Yeah I did but you might need to moisturize it though I was kinda in a rush" She said.

"Ok I gotchu"

As I was glueing down her lace and there was a knock on the door.

"It's open!" I said then going back to what I was doing.

"Mommy!" Malaysia said running up to me and hugging my legs.

"You and this big ole backpack how was your day at school baby?" I said grabbing the blow dryer.

"It was fun Mommy look" She said grabbing a piece of paper out of her bookbag.

"I draw picture at school" She said handing it to me.

I examined it.

"It's me you and dada!" She said making me smile but turn my head slightly.

"M we're is dada's hair he has braids not a..low cut? I guess that's what your we're trying to draw" I said turning the paper sideways.

"Well I was gonna draw other daddy but I forgot," She said taking it out my hand to put it on the Refrigerator.

"Malaysia what other daddy you only have one?" I said.

"Dada is my first daddy and Jojo is my second daddy!" She said making me turn red as my client silently laughed and Jon was just in the corner shaking his head.

"Malaysia I told you this before Jon is NOT your dad you only have one dad and that's your dada not Jon k? I said to her.

"That's not fair my friend has two daddies and they be kissing!" She said then she stormed of into her room.

Yeah that's because their gay our situation is different M but of course I can't explain that to her.

"I'm so sorry girl she just be having her attitudes, John can you put something on the Tv for her then you can go after that" I said.

"I thought I was taking you to the doctor?" He asked.

"I'm fine Jonathan and I can take myself ok but i'll call you afterwards to tell you what's wrong if that makes you feel any better" I said glueing my clients lace down.

And I also need him to leave before Pop comes he knows that I be using him and stuff but he doesn't like the fact that I'm still around him and he promised me of he sees him again he's gonna fight him on sight no matter what I say.

I'm not having that so he needs to go asap they almost got me kicked out my moms  house the last time and they can be strict over here and I've worked hard to get here and I'm not trying to mess this up.

"Aight we'll I see you around right?" He asked.

"I hope not" I mumbled.

"Huh?" He said.

"Nothing boy I guess now hurry up to your girlfriend" I said waving him off.

"Don't bring her up while I'm around you Asia I told you about that" he said.

"Bye Jojo" I said then he smacked his lips and left.

Simp.

"Ok girl you all done" I said patting her to get up.

"Omg I love it so much" she said running her fingers through her hair.

"I'm glad you like it come on let's take a video" I said pulling my phone out.

She gave me the money then she headed out I was just cleaning up the hair and stuff off the floor.

"Malaysia don't put that in your mouth throw it in the trash" I said as I saw her try to put some weave in her mouth.

"Mami I'm helping" she said.

"No you're not you're being trifling go sit down please" I said as she went and sat down on the couch.

"Wooo!" Pop said busting into the door.

"Stop! what did I say about doing all that ion live in a house" I said as Pop started kissing all over my face.

"Girl i'll by this damn complex shut up" he said sitting on the couch putting Malaysia in his lap.

"Was she being good at school?" He asked me.

"Yeah I guess" I shrugged putting the left over hair in my hallway closet.

"What you mean you guess? The teachers didn't tell you" He asked.

"I didn't pick her up that's why" I said.

"Then who did" he asked and I just grew silent then he smacked his lips.

"Why you got that dude around my daughter yo I know you "using him" but don't involve my kid into that now it's starting to get disrespectful" he said.

"I'm not being disrespectful I didn't have anybody else to pick her up so I called him everybody was at work and I had a client and you know they be charging late fees at her daycare its already expensive as hell just for her to be in there" I said.

"Don't hang around that nigga period bout to piss me off and I had a good day don't nobody wanna come home to stuff like this" He said going into the room making me sigh.

"Mami I want mac and cheesy" M said tugging on my pants leg.

"Ok" I said picking her up and putting her into her high chair.

I was now sitting on the couch as M was eating her Macaroni and Pop finally came out of the bedroom.

"I'm sorry," I said as soon as he sat down.

He put out his arm over me pulling me close and leaning me on his shoulder.

"It's ok" he mumbled.

"I don't feel good and I've been throwing up lately Shar and I think I have food poisoning" I said holding my stomach.

"You tried using the bathroom" He asked.

"No but I haven't had to use the bathroom I just keep throwing up and this been happening for awhile too like I haven't felt this way since.."

Me and Pop both looked at each other.

"Well it looks like your pregnant Ms. Fernando" The doctor said.

"Congratulations," she said walking out the door.

"Pregnant I thought we used a condom!" I said panicking.

"We did and I swear I ain't poke no hole into it this time" He said holding his hands up.

"This time? What are you talk- know what that doesn't matter I don't understand" I said sighing.

"Daddy mommy sad?" Malaysia said.

"She's ok M" Shar said.

"If we used a condom then..oh no" I said.

"What?" Pop said.

"The last person I had sex with was John and I don't think we used a condom but don't go crazy its a possibility" I said.

"You better be you lucky my daughter in her D" he said.

"Are you gonna leave me if the baby is his?" I said.

"I don't know D I don't know it just will hurt me really bad that's all" he said.

7 MONTHS LATER

"I'm so nervous y'all I got the results" I said to Dasani and Ari on the phone.

"Do you know who's it is" Ari asked.

"No I haven't even opened it yet I'm waiting until I get there" I said driving.

"Just calm down ok who ever baby it is it's a blessing either way" Dasani said.

"I'm just scared that Pop would get angry with me and leave me" I said.

I told Ari and Dasani that  me and pop got back together they weren't happy but they accepted it but still have they doubts about pop which I don't blame them.

"Ok I'm here now I got to go" I said hanging up and making my way into the apartment complex.

"I got them" I said with a nervous smile.

"Ok who's is it" he asked getting off his game.

"I didn't open it yet I waited to come her to open it" I said.

He sighed "Come on let's get it over with" he said tapping the side of the couch.

We both opened it together slowly and carefully read it.

I couldn't read anymore I was too nervous and I just broke down but Pop did he was just dead silent.

He left the paper beside me and I picked it up and read it more tears swelling my eyes.

"Are you gonna leave me?" I asked crying.

He just bowed his head and shook his head no and I felt really bad for him.

It was Jons...and it was a boy.

The man he hated the most had gotten what he always wanted.

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FIN.

THANK YALL FOR COMING ON TO THIS ROLLERCOASTER AND SUPPORTING ME THROUGHOUT THIS BOOK.

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I don't know why I wrote that in all caps but yeah.

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