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Hello guys. Though I am still sick, I wanted to write today because today was so beautiful, so overwhelming. So emotional and so pure for us.  I am sure that you all know, our baby girl , our shehnaaz has won a filmfare award and dedicated it to our hero, our Sidharth. And nothing can be more pure than this. This day needed to be celebrated. And that's why I am giving an update today. 💛

SIDHARTH SHUKLA , THIS IS FOR YOU ❤️

_ SHEHNAAZ KAUR GILL ✨

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Sidharth sat on his horse and made his wife sit in front of him carefully.

She gasped when the horse started walking and said with her soft voice ...

Sana: hume daar lag raha hai.

Sid: hum hai na aap k Saath? Aap daar kyun rahi hai? Hum aap ko Kuch hone denge Kya? Nahi na?

She took a deep breath and her face had a relief. She has the trust that he won't let anything happen to her. She doesn't know when her heart had built this kind of trust for her husband but every time she feels scared and he gives her the assurance that he is here, her heart literally screams that - IF HE IS SAYING THAT HE IS HERE THEN HE MEANS IT. IF HE PROMISES TO TAKE CARE OF HER THEN HE WILL DO IT. HER HEART KNOWS THAT SHE IS SAFE WITH HIM. HE WILL PROTECT HER, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! SHE TRUSTS HIM.

With a jerk , she came back from her thoughts and saw that the horse was now running smoothly. It was a white coloured horse and she looked at it with adore.

He looked at her and said...

Sid: ye humara khaas ghora hai.  Paata hai kyun?

Sana: kyun?

Sid:

humare abbu k pas ek kale raang ka ghora tha jisko humare abbu taab hi bahar nikalte the jaab unko ammi k saath bahar jaana hota tha.

Ek din humne abbu ko kaha ki hume woh kala ghora chahiye par abbu ne hume wo ghora dene se inkar kar diya. Hum Ruth gye Aur humne abbu se kuch der taak baat bhi nahi ki thi.

Fir abbu humare kamre mein aa k humare pas baithe aur humse kaha ki ye ghora woh Hume issliye nahi de saakte kyun ki ye unke liye khaas hai. Ye ghora unko unki aur ammi ki pyaari safar ka yaad dilata hai.

Hume sun k bohot accha laga. Humne abbu ko gaale laga k kaha aap ammi se bohot mohabbat karte hai , hai na abbu! ?

Abbu ne kaha agar aap apne begum se mohabbat nahi kar saakte toh fir aap asli raja nahi ho saakte. Kyun ki jo apne rani k dil pe raaj nahi karta woh logo k dil pe kaise karega? Aur apni begum ko mohabbat karna humara farz hai. Aur unko ye mehsoos karwana ki woh Kitne khaas hai, woh bhi humari hi jimmedaari hai.

Unhone usdin humse kaha tha jaab humara nikah Hoga taab hum bhi ek khaas ghora rakhe jisko hum bas taab istemaal kare jaab hum apne begum k saath safar pe nikle .

Humne uss baat pe pehle amal nahi kiya tha.  Par Kal jaab hum aap k saath rajjya ghumne k liye nikalne wale the, hume apne abbu ki baat yaad aa gyi aur humne iss safed ghore ko humare safar k liye chuna.

Kyun ki hume paata chala, SAFED HUMARE BEGUM KO BEHAAD PASAND HAI.

Sana looked down and said...

Sana:

Jee hume safed pasand hai. Par aap ko kaise paata?

He only smiled, didn't reply anything nor she expected him to reply.

He looked at her beautiful face and remembered , one night when he was about to enter in his room, he heard her saying to his ammi - safed gulaab hume bohot pasand hai ammi.

She looked at him and said...

Sana: kya hum aap se ek baat puch saakte hai?

Sid: aap ko ijajaat mangne ki jaroorat nahi hai gul. Aap ka haaq banta hai. Jo dil chahe puche.

Sana blushed a little. The way he gives her the right to show her right on him , it makes her happy.  She feels special because nobody ever made her feel the way he does.

Sana: aap k abbu ne kaha tha , bas iss liye hi aap ye khaas safed ghora le k humare saath safar mein aaye the? Aap ka maan nahi tha?

He bit back his smile and said...

Sid:

Saach kahe toh sirf abbu k kehne pe hi humne aisa kiya. Hum ek acche bete hai .

Humare abbu ne humse kaha ki apne begum k saath safar pe jaane k liye ek khaas ghora hona chahiye. Toh hum unki baat ko inkar kaise kar saakte hai?.

Pehle toh hum samajte the ki hume unki ye iccha kabhi puri karni hi nahi paregi kyun ki hum kabhi nikah karna hi nahi chahte the.

Par aab kya kar saakte hai?! Aab humara aap se nikah ho gya toh aap humari begum baan gyi iss Waja se Hume apni abbu ki iccha puri karni par rahi hai .

He said all of this jokingly, just to see her reaction. He thought she will be annoyed, she will make her those adorable faces but what shocked him was her tears.

She was crying.

He stopped his horse and got down, then made her stand up in the ground properly and cupped her face...

Sid: Kya hua? Aap ko ghore pe baithne se takleef ho rahi hai? Ro kyun rahi hai aap? Kahi daard ho raha hai?

She looked at him with tears in her eyes and nodded in yes.

Sana:

Hume iss ghore pe baithne se takleef ho rahi hai kyun ki ye khaas ghora aap k liye bas ek jimmedaari hai.

Aap bas aap ki abbu ki iccha puri karna chahte hai. Aur iss waja se hi apne Hume iss ghore pe baithne ka moka diya.

Apne hume haaq nahi diya ki hum yaha Khushi se baith paaye, apne bas apni jimmedaari nibhayi. Hume takleef hui.

Hume daard hua yaha , humare dil pe kyun ki humare dil ko laga tha ki aap hume khaas maante hai par hum galat the .

Aap ne humse nikah apni ammi k waja se kiya tha aur aap hume Khush apne abbu k waja se rakhna chahte hai.

Hum aap k liye bas ek jimmedaari hai. Aur humare dil ko iss baat se takleef hai .

Kyun ki kabhi kabhi aap hum pe haaq jata dete hai. Ek ummed paida kar dete hai ki hum aap ko pasand hai aur dusre hi paal aap hume bas ek jimmedaari ka mohtaaz samaj lete hai .

She sobbed and he felt so guilty. He was just trying to pull her leg. He had no intention to hurt her. Her tears were literally making his heart bleed.

He pulled her towards him but she wriggled in his arms and tried to come out from there.

Sana: choriye Hume. Hume nahi jaana aap k saath. Hum khud chale jayenge. Aap ko humari fikar karne ki jaroorat nahi hai .

He caressed her cheeks and called her with the utmost softness...

Sid: gul ... Humari baat sunein.

Sana nodded in no and cried .

Sana:

hume aur Kuch nahi sunna. Hum hamesha bas Sunte hi toh aaye hai.

Bachpan se taane sun sun k bade hue hai.

Aur aaj taak hum bas sun hi rahe hai.

Hum bhi insaan hai. Aap sab ye bhul kyun jaate hai?.

Humare andar bhi dil hai . Aap ko agar hum itne Napasand hai toh fir humare itne kareeb na aaya karein..

Bohot nibha liya apne apni bete hone ka farz. Hum se nikah kar k apne apni ammi ki iccha puri ki thi aaj hume apne khaas ghore pe bitha k apne apni baba ki marji bhi puri kar di.

Aab bas hume akela chorh dein. Hum aap ki jimmedaari nahi banna chahte. Hume aap ka ye meherbaani nahi chahiye .

Apne kaha tha aap kabhi iss nikah ko nahi manenge aaj hum aap se keh rahe hai - agar iss nikah ka koi mol nahi hai toh aap ka hum pe koi haaq bhi nahi hai. Toh aap hum pe haaq na jataya kare. Hume apne haal pe hi chorh dijiye.

She tried to go but he again pulled her closer and this time harshly .

She gasped as she saw his eyes turned a little red, his jaw was clenched.

Sid:

Hume paata hai aap ka bachpan accha nahi tha. Aap k saath accha bartaab nahi kiya gya. Issliye aap k maan mein ye saare Daar hona jayez hai.

Par hum maajak kar rahe the. Aap ko bas taang karne ka irada tha.  Hume laga tha aap thori ruth jayengi, woh saari pyaari shakle banayengi jo aap hamesha banati hai jaab hum aap ko taang karte hai .

Par aap.... Aap toh humse humara haaq cheen rahi hai. Agar humara maan nahi hota toh hum kabhi aap ko iss ghore pe baithne nahi dete..

Hum chahte the aap k saath waaqt beetana. Hum chahte hai ki humare nikah ko hum ek moka de. Hum chahte hai aap k dil mein khud k liye jagah baana na.

Aap ko humari in saab baato pe kabhi yakeen hi nahi hota par hum agar maajak mein bol de ki aap hume pasand nahi hai toh aap woh toorant maan leti hai. Kyun?

Aap ko kyun nahi dikhta ki hum badal rahe hai, aap hume badal rahi hai. Humara dil aap ka saath Chahta hai. Aur kitni baar bole hum ye baat aap ko?

Aur apne kya kaha hum aap k kareeb na aaye?

He pulled her extremely closer and breathed near her lips .

Sid:

Aap k kareeb aane ka haaq humse koi nahi cheen saakta gul . Aap khud bhi nahi .

Humare dil ko acche se paata hai ki iss dil mein aap k liye chahat paida ho gyi hai.

Aur Sidharth meer se uski chahat koi cheen nahi saakta .

Hum aap se moka mangte rahe kyun ki hume jabardaasti nahi karna aap k Saath. Par agar aap khud ko humse dur karne ki kosish karengi toh uska anzaam accha nahi hoga.

JO HUMARA HOTA HAI WOH HUMARA HI HOTA HAI AUR AAP HAMESHA HAMESHA K LIYE HUMARI HAI GUL. ISS BAAT KO JITNI JALDI HO SAAKE SIKAR KAR LEIN WARNA AAP K LIYE HUMARA CHAHAT HUMARE JUNOON MEIN BADALNE K LIYE WAAQT NAHI LEGA .

Sana looked at his determined eyes which had so much intensity and passion that it made her shiver .

He caressed her lower lip with the help of his one finger and her breath hitched.

He smirked and whispered...

Sid:

APNE DIL KO ITNE JOR SE DADAKNE SE MANA KAR DEIN GUL. WARNA HUM SHAYED SAARI HAAD PAR KAR DENGE. AAP KO HUMARE JUNOON KA ANDAAZA NAHI HAI GUL.

BAS ITNA YAAD RAKHNA - HUMARE DIL KO JAAB SE YE EHSAAS HUA KI HUME AAP PASAND HAI TAAB SE HUMNE SOCH LI HAI KI AAP HUMSE DUR NAHI JAA SAAKTI AUR NA HI HUM JAANE DENGE!!!!!!

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