Hii! This chapter will be a little different so bare with me T-T.
Also I'm so sorry if this sucked it's because I'm not used to writing such things.
Also I would suggest re reading the prologue to refresh your memory as things might make a bit more sense.
My Dear Akio,
Since the moment I've laid my eyes on you I knew you were special. Your long, unbound silky hair that fell in waves down your back. Your wildly luminous black eyes that pierced through my soul when I stared at them.
From first glance, I was a goner.
Some might say that us meeting by the stream may have been a coincidence.
But in my heart, I know it was fate.
You are my destiny Akio.
And I will never let go of you.
You belong to me as I belong to you.
It's been a week since I've last seen you and I simply cannot forget your smile, your enchanting voice or the way you say my name out of my head.
I would like to see you again, this weekend will you come to the stream?
With love,
Your Aziel.
To my soul,
Oh how I wish to see you again. I also cannot get you out of my head but the duties of being crown prince remains and I cannot seem to get rid of them for a single moment.
My father has been training me very hard and he says soon, I will be king.
But I swear to you my love, I will come see you before that happens.
I'm upset that you said I love you first since I've been planning on saying it when I see your bewitching face.
I love you Aziel.
I've loved you since I first saw your brilliant dark eyes. I've loved you since the first moment you leisurely caressed my skin. I've loved you since the first time you fell asleep in my arms as I hold you to my body.
And I'll love you until I take my last breath.
I will be free to do as I wish in two weeks. Will you come then?
It's quite difficult for me to express everything I am feeling right now as these words I'm writing are only a small measure of my love for you.
Therefore, I really hope you do come so I will be allowed to tell you and show you how much I long for you.
Yours forever,
Akio
Akio,
You have been king for two months and you haven't seen me once since. You said that you would find time. In your letters you say you're oh so very busy with your kingly duties and responsibilities.
Do those responsibilities entail your queen? Your wife? Did you think I was never going to hear of it? How could you have done this to me?
I've loved you with everything that I have. I've given you all that I am. And you dare betray me in such a way?
I will not let her have you.
I've told you once and I'm telling you again, you are mine. Till the day you die you will remain mine.
She will pay for trying to take what is mine.
She will pay for touching what is mine.
I've heard she is carrying the future queen or king of Rivania in her womb.
Tell me you are not expecting a child Akio.
I refuse to believe you touched someone else the way you touched me.
You had whispered in my ear that I am and will always be the only one.
When I laid in your embrace you told me you'd only ever love me in this world.
I know we are forbidden. That we mustn't even think of each other.
That we should be plotting each other's demise.
But did we not fall in love?
Did you not love me?
Tell me you love me.
Tell me this isn't true.
Tell me that you will come to see me and kiss me in the steam like you did the first time.
Yours, Aziel
P.S: I will not spare her any mercy if I find out these rumours are true.
Dear Aziel,
I'm so so sorry Aziel, I never meant for things to get like this.
When my father first introduced me to Misa I had refused to wed her. But if I was going to become king I had to have a queen by my side. If you lived here with me Aziel, I would have told them the truth.
We could have been together.
But you don't live here with me.
We are sworn enemies, my love.
I had no choice but to fulfill my father's wishes.
I can't possibly bring myself to look at you anymore. I cannot face you.
Please for me, don't do anything.
She is not at fault. She has no idea of you, of us. Don't harm her Aziel.
Even if I'm tied to her by law my heart will always and only belong to you.
I will not ask you to forgive me as what I've done is an unforgivable thing but I do ask you to please please not harm my family.
Despite my lack of affection for Misa she is still my family. She is tied to me as is our unborn child.
I did not want to touch her. But I had no choice Aziel. Please believe me.
To me, it didn't mean anything.
I'm sorry, my love.
I never meant to break your heart or our bond like this.
But I cannot see you anymore.
I love you. I do. But I hope you will stop loving me because I don't deserve it.
Yours for eternity,
Akio
Hello!
Thoughts?
I can't write love letters for shit so I'm sorry if this was bad nsjsjs.
Next chapter will hopefully clear up the rest and I hope no one will be left confused.