chapter 43

"Koi bebas,koi Betaab, koi chup, koi hairan,

Aye Ishq!

Tere tamashe Bahut h"

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Abeer pov-

Don't cry ........ don't cry........i will hide somewhere .............., i said while wiping her tears away from her cheeks.

I got a cry baby!!!

I thought looking at her crying face and then caressed her feathery soft cheeks with my finger and feeling my touch on her cheeks she closes her eyes and leans into my touch.

I didn't understand what happened to me when i saw her leaned into my touch and her closed eyes i just bend towards her face and kissed her both cheeks and at the same time i felt her clutching my shirt collar tightly in her fist.

Mr ....Rathore.........Pl_ease........ jaay_ein.........., she said in meek while opening her eyes and bit her lower lips in her nervousness.

I noticed her cheeks were completely red at this time and even her ears and quivering lips and blushing eyelashes and her clutch on my shirt collar doesn't loosen.

My wife is affected by my mere touch .......

I thought and smiled looking at her who's has hidden her face a little in my chest and noticing her fast breathing i started stroking her hair to make her calm down.

"Aap khud se dur jaane ko keh rahi h par jaane nahi de rahi " ............., i while still stroking her hair and few seconds later i felt her clutch loosing on my shirt collar.

(You are asking me to leave but you are not letting me go away from you).

She looks at me with her beautiful and attractive eyes, i couldn't hold myself and brought my hand closer to her face and tugs those hair strands behind her ear which was covering her face.

Nahi .... ro_k rahi........and... will neve_r in future.........., she said and removed her clutch from my shirt collar then makes a little distance between us.

Aapki aankhein aapke lafzon ka sath nahi de rahi.........., i said and hearing this she immediately lowered her eyelashes and looked other side.

( Your eyes are not supporting your words that you are saying)

I know you will ....tab tak mei intezar karne ko taiyar hu .................,i said smiling and touched the tip of her nose which was still red because of blushing.

If i nev_er stop you will........will you wa_it for me ......your who_le life ?..........., she asked in her breath while looking at her fingers which were placed on her lap and i know i can't able to listen if i wasn't sitting next to her.

I will............., i said hearing her words and listening this she looked at me for second then immediately looked at other side to avoide a eye contact with me.

Kehne .....ki baa_tein hai..........., she said and at very moment i hooked my one finger on with her mangalsutra and pulled it towards myself because of which her face came very close to mine.

( just things to say )

She gasped and her eyes widened with shock because of my this act and immediately put her hand on mine hand which was hooked with her mangalsutra.

My wife has waited for me without knowing anything about me ......you know ....she doesn't even know my name.............yet she did ........she waited for me ............, i said directly looking into her black attractive eyes then again her lips but that moment was broken by the knocking sound on the door.

Author -

She immediately removed  mangalsutra from abeer grip at the same she noticed herself that strap of kurti hanging down from her one side shoulder and her arms, neck, shoulder and cleavage were all bare infront of his eyes.

She closed her eyes in embarrassment for a second then blinked twice and inhaled deep a breath.

She felt her cheeks become completely hot when she noticed this, she adjusted her straps with her trembling hands and forwarded her trembling hand to take the dupatta that placed near abeer on the bed.

Seeing her doing this abeer takes the dupatta from there and cleared his throat to gain her attention who's not looking at him.

But chandni without meeting her gaze with him forwarded her hands to take the dupatta from him but he didn't give her dupatta back to her.

Uhm....mera dupa_tta......, chandni said and again forwarded her hands towards him to take her dupatta back.

Look at me first............, Abeer said and she knows that he will not return the dupatta until she looks at him.

She sighed and looked at him with her pleading eye's and again forwarded her hands to take her dupatta from him.

Abeer smiles lightly and places the dupatta around chandni's neck and shoulders and again they heard the sound of knocking on the door.

Please jaayein.....aap......., chandni said looking at him and while correcting her dupatta around herself.

Uhm.....I'm going and let me know if the pain doesn't go away........I will take you to the doctor .............., abeer said looking towards her and stood up from the bed while chandni absentmindedly nods in response.

Chandni also gets down from the bed and stood in the corner and looks at him silently who's taking his all the belongings from the table and night stands food.

After taking his belongings, he went towards the balcony door but turned back to look at chandni who's standing near the night stand in the corner on the bed and silently looking at him.

Uhm........I forgot something ..............., Abeer said and as soon as Chandni heard this, she looked at him in confusion then at bed, night stand and table to see if any of his things were left but couldn't find anything while abeer went towards there and stand infront of her.

Chandni looked at him in confusion and was about to ask him why he was standing here but before she could do this he kissed her forehead and left his lips there for few seconds.

Good morning....... my blushing bride............, Abeer said looking at her flushed face and went out from the balcony towards his room leaving her with flushed cheeks and racing heartbeats.

I am not blushing........., chandni murmured to herself and immediately turned towards the mirror and touched her cheeks while looking in the mirror and again heard the knock on the door.

After controlling her emotions chandni adjusted her appearance and went to opens the door and saw a lady who work here is standing.

Jiii?........, Chandni asked looking at her.

Mam is waiting for you all downstairs........ for breakfast........, she said.

Aditi adi ahana hasn't gone downstairs yet?.........., chandni asked.

Even Abeer sir has not come down yet............., she said while chandni nodded in response as she no why hasn't he gone down yet.

I will there in few minutes............, chandni said and she left there after that chandni closes the door of her room.

Chandni went to her wardrobe, takes out a black anarkali suit with black dupatta from it and goes to the bathroom with it to freshen up.

She came out from the bathroom after freshing up and wearing that suit and stood infront of the vanity.

Chandni looks at herself in the mirror and remembers Abeer's words.

Aapke mehbub ko aapse se shikayat nahi ..............., chandni slowly murmured and started combing her hairs slowly and carefully as her neck and back was still in pain.

After getting ready, Chandni goes out of her room and went towards stairs sees that Aditi ahana and Adi were also going downstairs and Chandni called them

Listening her voice they all stopped there for chandni and she went towards them and stand infront of them.

All three of them were about to hug like they always group hug as ritual of their group when chandni moved back.

what happened chandni ............, ahana aditi asked her at the same looking at her which was little dull because of the pain.

Uhmm... there is a little pain in my back and neck........... that's why............., chandni said looking three of them.

Kaise?.............., ahana aditi again asked at the same time and like always adi question was unique and different from others.

Aisa kya ker rahi thi aap dii?........., adi asked listening her chandni remembered how he's sleeping whole night puting his head on her lap and hiding his face in her stomach.

And at that very moment chandni felt that someone came and stood behind her maintaining safe distance and she also knew who that person was.

I just slept in the wrong position at night that why.........uh.....i forgot something in room ..............., Chandni said to ingnore him who's standing in his office attire after the morning incident and started going towards her room without listening to anyone's response.

All four brothers and sisters look at chandni and Abeer sighed then looked at his siblings.

I forgot my file in room,you guys go downstairs I will there in few minutes................, he said looking at them.

Jii Bhai..........., his siblings said and they'll went downstairs , abeer followed Chandni while taking long strands.

Red............, Abeer called her who is currently going towards her room.

Chandni does not stop and kept walking towards her room seeing this with long strands abeer walked towards her and holds her bangles calded hand to stop her but in attempt to do this some of Chandni's bangles broken and she stopes in her track.

Hey ......Did you get hurt?............, abeer says and looks at Chandni's hand carefully to see if she got hurt.

You broke my bangles.........., she said and immediately took her hand from his grip and started looking at her bangles.

Abeer pov-

It happened by mistake..........,  i said in an apologetic tone and looking at her who's touching her bangles.

Jhut nahi bolye aap..... mujhe pata h aapko meri bangles se problem h ..............., she said looking at me with mild anger in her voice.

( Don't lie.....i know you have a problem with my bangles)

What?...........When did I say that I have a problem with your bangles?.............., I asked while listening to her cute accusation.

that night .........., she said irritatingly and slightly glaring at me.

I said to remove them because they were seducing me.....but that doesn't mean that I have a problem with your bangles .........or I don't like the way your hand is always adorned with bangles................,I said while making her clear that i don't have any problem with her bangles.

How could I have any problem, rather the sound of her those bangles and her anklets attracted me more towards her..........

I thought looking at her.

Jhut nahi bole ye..........i know you have a problem with my bangles and anklets........the first time you came to my room, you broke my red bangles in anger..........then i forgot my red bangles on your bed which you didn't even return to me.........now today to look you broke my red bangles again ................, she said angrily and looking at her it seemed that she was very frustrated at this time.

This is the first time she behaved like my wife..........

I thought and she was about to say something else when i went closer to her and picked her up in bridal style and started going towards my room with her in my arm's.

Kahan le jaa rahe h aap mujhe ......................., she said while slowly wiggling in my arms.

I'm taking you to my room....to resolve your problem........., i said looking at her who's looking at me confusion after listening this.

You said I broke all your bangles ...........i said looking at her and still walking towards my room.

No...... i don't want to go to your room........ u can .....you can bre_ak as many bangl_es as you want......now please put me down..........someone will see ..........., she said softly looking at me and hearing this i stopped in the track.

Really?..............., i asked and smirked while she just nodded.

Hmm.......but for now please put me down first...........my back is really hurt_ing and also my n_eck.............., she said and touched her nape with her back of her hand.

I don't want for now.............and rest your head on my shoulder then it won't hurt ................, i said again started going towards my room, carrying her in my arm's and she shooked her head in no.

no put me down .....someone will see .................., she said and started looking back slowly so that she would not hurt her neck.

There must be no one on the second floor at this time..........i said and she looked at me and was about to say something and before she asked i already given her answer of that question.

My siblings are on downstairs..........., i said and standing in front of the door of my room.

I pushed the door with my leg  and it's got opened and took a step into my room, while at the same time i felt her tugging my shirt collar two' three times.

I looked at her and raised my one eyebrows.

Uh..uhm......door........, she said in whisper without meeting her eyes with me and realised her grip from my shirt collar.

I turned towards the door and closed the door again with my leg and looked at her.

Lock it ........., i said and she nodded without looking at me.

She locked the door and i took her towards the bed and made her sit on it.

Sit quietly Red............, I said looking at her who was thinking of getting out of bed.

As soon as she heard me, she sits quietly on the bed and I take a few steps towards my closet when her voice stops me.

Where are ..you ....goin_g?........, she asked and i turned to look at her.

Wait for few seconds you will know................, i said and without hearing her response i went to my closet and brought the bag with the red bangles and anklets which i had brought for her.

When i came out from closet i saw that the photo frame of my family that i had kept on the night stand she is holding it in her hands but I think after knowing my presence in the room she put that photo frame back on it's place.

I forgot to change the photo of that photo frame now she's also be present there..........

I thought and went to her with the bag while she looked at the other direction and shifts on the bed a little when i went towards her and sit on the bed and removed the bangles out of that bag put them on the bed.

Give me your hands .........., i said and forwarded my hands towards her.

There is no need.........aunty... has already bou_ght many .....bang_les for me few days ago i will wear one of them................, she said looking at with her doe eye's.

your hands ..........., i again said but she shooked her head in no and looked other side.

I sighed and take her hands in mine but she started wiggling her hands from her grip.

Don't....or i will kiss you ............, i said first looking into her eyes then her lips and she immediately stopped attempt to free her hand from my grip.

I slowly started removing her all' the bangles that' left in her hands and started placing them on the bed.

I makes her wear bangles on both her hands carefully so that she did get hurt while all the time I can felt her gaze on me and unknowingly my attention went to her ankles.

Why you are not wearing your anklets? .............., i asked looking at her ankles in which she is not wearing her ankelts today.

I forgot .........., she said and took her hand back from hand.

I removed the one ankelts box from the bag then opened that box and took out the anklets from the box and placed the box on the bed.

I looked at her who's already looking at me and forwarded my hands towards her ankles.

Don't............., she said and immediately moved her feet back.

Why?........., i asked listening her immediate response.

You should not.....you're m.... you're older then me... it's wrong ............, she said fumbling with her words.

Nothing is wrong red....... it's not wrong for a husband to touch his wife feet .............., i said and forward my hands towards her feet which she startes hiding.

Give it to me..........I'll wear it mys.............., she tried to say when places her feet on my thighs and she went silent after this.

She immediately tried to take her feet back but i stopped her and started making her wear that anklets and with great difficulty i completed that task and she immediately took her feet back.

Did you like this?................, i asked looking at her who's silently admiring those bangles and anklets for a few seconds.

It's beautiful ...........and there's many Ghungroos in this ankelts..........., she said looking and admiring the hands which was full of red bangles and her ankelts.

She softly jiggled her bangles and the jiggling sound of her bangles echoed in the room and smiled.

For the first time I become the reason for her smile............,

I thought looking at her but she immediately hided her smile then looked at me.

Uhmm.....everyone will be waiting downstairs ........ I am goin...........,she said and blinked her eyes while i just kept looking at her cute reaction and smiled.

due to in attempt to get up quickly, again her neck gets sprained and she whimper in pain and sat back on the bed.

Careful girl........, i said and started running my fingers on her neck to soothe her pain while she kept looking at me silently without blinking her eyes.

Mera humdard nazron se Dil

Betab karne ki adaa se wakif h ........

(My sympathizer, is aware of the way of making my hearts desperate with her eyes)

I murmured this lines while looking back in her attractive eye's and still running my fingers on her neck while listening this she immediately broke the eye contact.

Did the pain worsen?..........., i asked looking at her.

Uh.... I am..... fin_e........., she said without meeting her eyes with me and immediately she gets up from the bed and she runs away from my room.

Chandni pov -

I came out of his room and immediately came downstairs and went to the dining room and saw that his siblings and elder ladies of the house were present on the dining table.

It seemed that both uncles had gone to the office and dadu had breakfast in his room.......

I thought and came and sat on the chair of the dining table and greeted the elder's.

Chandni how is your neck and back pain?..............., Suhana aunty asked as i sat on the chair next to Ahana.

It's better...... I'm not feeling that much pain ........, i said looking at her while serving the breakfast in my plates and at the same time ahana asked.

Kahan reh gayi thi............., Ahana asked without gaining everyone for which i was very thankful.

(Where were you )

Woo.....bss dheere dheere aa rahi thi.........., i said and at the same time i heard his voice in the dinning table.

Good morning everyone.............., he wished everyone and sat infront of my chair.

Bhai aapki file?...........aap wapas bhul gaye........, adi asked him and i saw his hands stopped.

I forgot that file in the office ............, he said and i looked at his face he is acting as if he is not lying at all.

Lier.........

I murmured under my breath and at the same time suhana aunty voice caught my attention.

Chandni, if the pain doesn't subside .......then you're going to the doctor............., suhana aunty and I just hummed response and after few seconds i heard his voice.

I am going to office ............., he said while getting up from the chair and on hearing this I looked at him who was already looking at me and goes to office.

Evening

After doing my online classes i reached the living room as Ahana Aditi went to there friend party so i thought to spend the time with other member of the family and saw that elder ladies of the house and Adi all are sitting in the living room couch i also went there and sat on the couch with them.

We were all talking when we heard a girl's voice and i looked at the girl in off white shoulder dress and with a bag and she went towards the both aunty.

Adi ......kon h ye?......... , I asked adi who's sitting beside me and we both of them stood from the couch at the same time and stand near the corner of the couch in the living room.

I kept looking at her who is meeting both the aunty and with dadi one by one.

Nobody, ......just an uninvited guest ............, adi said while still looking at that girl irritatingly and I heard this, i looked at him in disbelief.

Hehehee....... she's my cousin........mother's sister's daughter ..................., he said with a fake smile on his face.

Ohh.......she is beautiful.........., i said looking at her.

Dii ...makeup ka Kamal h ............, adi said looking at her irritatingly.

you don't like her?..............., i asked him and he nodded in yes.

You will also know why I don't like her after a few days ................., he said at the same time be both heard suhana aunty voice.

Adi... chandni ......come here why are you both standing there..............., Suhana aunty called both of us and we both went to there.

Aunty introduced me to her and i came to know that she is elder than me and her name is Riva.

After some time, we all had our dinner and still Ahana Aditi had not returned, even he didn't came back  from office so thought to went from them on downstairs after making a cup of tea for myself.

I was making tea for myself in the kitchen when i felt someone entering the kitchen and i looked that direction and saw Riva di is entering in the kitchen.

I smiles slightly looking at her and asked her if she want a cup of tea but she said no.

She takes a bottle of water and comes and stands near me.

Chandni....how long have you been living here?............, she asked.

7 month's..............., i said with smile on my face.

I think everyone likes you a lot ........ all the guest of the house always stay in the guest room .......... and no goes on the second floor except the family members of the house but you have your own room on the second floor..................., she said and i looked at her listening this as I didn't know anything about it.

I don't know about this things you said..............., i said again put attention to the my tea.

You know we don't take much advantage of anyone help..............,she said and left the kitchen after saying this.

I also switch off the gas and go to my room without saying anything and understanding Riva di words.

after changing my clothes, i lied down on the bed and again that words kept running in my mind and then my attention went to the bangles he made me wear this morning.

I am pushing you away from me because I know .....i can't deserve you .............., i said while looking at the red bangles.

I don't when i fall asleep thinking all these things.

Author

Abeer comes from the balcony door in her room and sees that she's fall asleep already and without disturbing her he covers her with the comforter and after kissing Chandni's forehead, Abeer also lies down on the bed and falls asleep looking at her beautiful face.

Week later

These days, Chandni always ignores Abeer and looks for ways to avoid talking to him.

She would sleep before he came to her room so that he would not talk to her and would go downstairs before abeer got up in the morning.

In this days because of Riva she became more insecure about herself that she was not perfect for Abeer and Riva's presence in the house was making her believe that it was true.

After having the dinner with everyone, Chandni goes to her room like always in attempt to avoid him as usual.

Chandni pov -

I come to my room locked the door behind and went to bathroom to change into my white suit.

After changing into my night dress, I come back to my room and went to my bed and sat on it with the novel and after taking out my earings and putting them on the night stand.

I started reading the novel which he had brought on the Diwali but after few seconds my attention went to what happened in this week.

My unsuccessfully attempt to avoid him and his attempt to always talk to me and come closer to me.

i touched my forehead thinking of how he always kisses my forehead before going to sleep, thinking that I am already fall sleep.

But what should I do ?...... Isn't this is right for both of us............., i thought while closing that book and placing it on the bed and touching my wedding chain.

Maybe in a few days he himself will understand that we both are not right for each other ........ and maybe he only wants to live with me because he is guilty for his past behaviour.......or when he will find a perfect partner.

I thought, but shrugged all this thought and closed my eyes in frustration and then took off my dupatta and placed it on the bed then lay down on the bed.

Not again Chandni........I should think of something else............, i murmured to myself and and again picked that novel from bed and started reading to stop my mind from thinking about him.

But after reading a few pages, again i started thinking about him and looked at the time on the clock wall.

It's been almost one hours, why hasn't he came ?............, i thought but after few seconds i remembered what i was thinking, i immediately closed that novel and put it in the drawer of the night stand then covered my self with comforter and started trying to sleep.

But even after about 15-20 minutes, i don't know why i can't sleep and just keep tossing and turning on the bed.

Why hasn't he came into the room yet ?............, i thought looking at the balcony door and sat on the bed in frustration.

After listening to my heart one last time, i get down from my bed and after taking the dupatta from the bed and putting it around my neck i came out of my room.

I went straight towards his room and mustered up the courage and knocked on his door but when i got no answer i entered in his room and found that he was not present in the room.

After that i searched from him in his wing which area belongs to him on this floor and after that i searched from him also on the whole second floor but I couldn't find him.

Then without even thinking i went downstairs, i went to look for him and when i reached the living room, i saw that he was sitting on the couch in the living room and talking to Riva dii.

He is here......and there i was waiting for him since then.........,

I thought looking at him who's nodded in response when Riva di said something.

WHY..... I am waiting for him?........... didn't i just wanted to be away from him..............., i murmured to myself looking at him who's still talking to Riva di and without getting noticed i came back to my room and closed the door behind.

I went to my bed and lay down there, but after unsuccessful attempt to fall asleep i stood up from the bed and after taking the diary from the night stand i went to my room balcony.

I go to the balcony and sit on the ground at the corner with my diary in my hand and rested my back on the wall and silently started looking at the moon for few seconds.

I opened my diary and took the pen from that and started writing what i knew i could never able to say these things to him.

Har saans mein tumhara zikr,

Har lafz mei tumhari fikr,

Aur in be-zaar si aankhon mei tumhare liye chaht,

Ager esyi ko Ishq- e-mohabbat kehte h,

To janab hogyi humhe aapse,

wo kahaniyon wali be- panah si mohabbat...... !!!!!

Chandni♡

AN

After writing this, i immediately closed that diary and clutched the diary near my chest.

I brought my knees closer to my chest and buried my face in my knees then tightened the hold around my knees.

Abeer pov-

I was going towards her room through the balcony, when i reach her balcony, i saw her sitting on the floor in the balcony while hiding her face in her knees.

Maybe as soon as she heard my footsteps, she removed her face from my knees and looked at me while i stand in front of her.

you haven't slept yet ?.........., i asked her while kneeling down in front of her who's sitting on floor.

Neend..... nahi aa rahi thi.........., she said without making eye contact with me and clutched the diary to her chest.

( I am not feeling sleepy)

"Look like my shayar wife has written another shayari for me"..................

I thought, first looking at her face and then her diary.

Why?……..kyu neend nahi aa rahi ........, I asked, looking at her face which is now glowing because of the light of the moon whil while she didn't said anything in response just kept looking at me silently for few second.

(Why you're not feeling sleepy ?)

At that time i felt everything suddenly seemed calm and it seemed as if time had stopped and the only sound of the jiggling sound of bangles and the sound of the bells of her anklets was heard as she clutched her diary on her chest and tried to stand.

she stood and while looking in the other direction and she asked.

mujhe laga... aap .....nah.....uhm.......You also haven't slept yet.........., she kept her first sentence incomplete and asked another question looking at me.

i was talking to Riva..........and i don't know you are waiting for me.....if I had idea i have come earlier............., i said with slight smile on my face.

Few minutes ago, when i came out of dad's office room, I found Riva in the living room sitting on the couch.

seeing me she invited me to join her which was i was going to ignore because now I just wanted to be near my Red.

But when i heard the slightest sound of her anklets coming towards the living room i sat on the couch after sharing a proper distance with Riva and started talking to her.

At least maybe being jealous she could show her rights on me............

I thought and as soon i saw her going upstairs, and after a few seconds making an a excuse and came here.

I wasn't waiting for you.........., she said and i came out of my thoughts and hummed in response.

Good night........, She said looking at me and was about to turn other side but listening me she stopped.

red.....you came downstairs ......looking for me?........., I asked and she looked at me in a little shock but quickly masked that emotion.

Nahi........., she said without looking at me in whisper and shooked her head in no.

Aap jaaayein apne room ........., She said and turned in the other direction to go to her room, when I held her hand and pulled her towards me and back hugged her.

(you go to your room )............

Author

Chandni's back touches Abeer's hard chest while put his both hands on her stomach.

What happened to you ?..... from a week..... you're pushing me away from yourself........, Abeer asked and rested his forehead on her bare shoulder as her dupatta was fell down on the ground with her diary when he pulled her.

Lea_ve me ................, Chandni said taking deep breaths.

Not today........ i want a answer......why ?..…........, Abeer asked while turning her towards himself.

Tell me why you are doing this.......don't you feel anything from me now?...............,Abeer asked in soft voice while cupping her both cheeks.

I don't.........i don't fee_l anyth_ing.......... She said while shuttering and tried to remove herself from his grip.

On hearing this, again abeer pulled her by her waist and chandni's soft body collided with Abeer hard chest.

You really don't?........., Abeer asked and still keeping one hand on her waist and other on Chandni's chin and lifted her face up.

I do_n't........., she said in whisper while without meeting her gaze with him.

Chandni pov -

But I do ,........this Abeer Singh Rathore feel something for his wife................., he said and made his tip of his nose touch with my nose and after that he rubbed his cheeks with mine.

Feeling his touch i immediately closed my eyes and clutched his shirt collar in my fist and started taking deep breaths.

But when i realized that i was again losing myself in him, in his touch, I immediately opened my eyes and said something because of which I felt his grip becoming tight on my waist.

you shou_ld marry someo_ne else .................., i said looking at him and again he dangerously pulled me so close to himself while looking at him anyone can say that his angry now.

Say it again ......and see, you will be responsible for whatever happens next.................., he said in a dangerous tone while looking at me with trepidation.

I have to end all this today.......... and it's better for this to end .........

I thought while trying to remove myself from his grip.

You should marry someone else Mr Rathore................, i said without making eye contact with him and trying to free myself from his grip but i felt him tightening his grip around me.

Say those words again.........., Abeer in anger.

I myself want you to ma_rry someo_ne else...... who's perf_ect for you....like Riva dii........, i said and as soon as these words come out of my mouth he pinned me to the wall of the balcony.

I gasped because of his this act and looked at him with widened eyes.

Say that again......., he said while gritting his teeth while i inhaled a deep breath and again tried to say.

I myself want.........ahhh........., i tried to say something, but those words got stuck in my throat when he sealed my lips with his and started kissing me.

I stood there frozen and immediately closed my eyes feeling his lips on mine and he started sucking my lips, not in a rough way but yet he was not soft either it felt like he was punishing me.

He placed one hand on the back of my head and slowly slided the other one on my back and unknowingly parted my lips.

At that' moment i wanted to run away from him but also not.......I wanted to stop all this but also not........at this moment only i wanted to hide myself .......but only in his Arm's.

listening to my heart, i placed my hand one hand on his shoulder and with other one i clutched his collar in my fist tightly.

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When he feels that Chandni has become breathless, he broke their kiss and presses his face into her neck and started planting kiss on her neck kissing.

Chandni felt that she will not be able to stand anymore because of his ministration, as her legs have become like jelly.

Realising this, she is unable to stand abeer lifts her from her waist and makes her stand on his feet and tightens his grip on her waist.

Ahhh..........,

Chandni moaned when abeer bit on her neck unknowingly arches her neck to other side.

But after few seconds chandni regains consciousness when she suddenly feels the cold breeze on her body and realizes what is happening at the same time she again felt him biting and sucking the same place.

Ahhh......., chandni moaned while breathing heavily.

Mr....rath_ore......., she called him in whisper while still taking a long breath.

Hearing chandni's words, he moves his face away from her neck and got his forehead touched with her.

Relax and breath..... Red.........., abeer slowly murmured in her ears while caressing her hair and back who's in his arm's.

After few seconds of silence chandni slightly pushed him away from himself and looked at him with her tear filled eyes.

Pehle aapka dur rehna dard deta tha ab aapka paas aana dard deta h .................., chandni murmured looking at him with teary eyes.

(Earlier it hurt me to be away from me, now it hurts me to be near you)

Ever since.... I met you my life has been turned upsi_de down ...... Everything has messed up in my life..... everythi_ng.........bas dur raha karein mujhs_e app .........., chandni said looking at him while abeer just stood there silently listening her.

Dheere dheere paas aa rahi h,

phir kyu mujhse dur jaaaa rahi h ?

shayad uski ye ek adaa h

wo kya jaane jaan jaa rahi h .........

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Dil ka mamla h ........ chandni?........, Abeer grandmother said while running her fingers through chandni's hair who's keeping her head on her lap and was thinking about whatever happened last night and with closed eyes she kept tracing her own bangles.

Do you in love with ........my elder grandson?...... Abeer grandmother asked while running her fingers in her long hairs and on hearing this, she immediately opened her eyes and looked towards her in shock.

Pyaar karti ho na Abeer se?.........., Abeer grandmother again asked with smile on her face looking at chandni.

Bye byeeee ❤️

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