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I looked at his eyes

The passion

The obsession

The emotion

Am I just a possession?

If love hurts

Then we try

If lover hurts

Then we cry.

Why love is so painful?

No matter how much you deny

Love means love or die!

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Time passed but everything was becoming difficult for sana. She was falling in love with him more and more and her love was hurting her respect somewhere!

He is so unpredictable! A mysterious man! She could never understand him. Never ever!

Sometimes his eyes shows a lot of care. She gets a hope that he has some kind of feelings for her. But in the next moment he just pushes her away as if her touch will burn his soul.

She is feeling worthless after loving him. Yes she has accepted that she is in love with her kidnapper but her love is one sided and being an one sided lover is never easy!

Whenever he touches her , with full rights she feels warmth but then he just leaves after vanishing all her hopes!!!

Enough is enough. She is not that weak! Loving someone can't make her weak. When her self respect is being destroyed because of loving someone, then she will choose her self respect, love will stay .

She knows! She just knows that she is going to love him always but loving someone doesn't mean you will get the opportunity to live with someone, loving someone doesn't always mean that you will get the same amount of love from the other side.

Love is equal to pain and she always felt that after her mother's death. Accepting her destiny is the only option she has!

Sidharth rao, the man has given her pain and cured the pain at the same time!

Tu marj hai dawa bhi

Par adaat hai hume!

But she is only his obsession. He just wants to win everything he likes but she is not a toy ! She is a human who keeps her respect above everything!

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Sana:

I will love you till my last breath but we are not meant to be together. We are maybe not capable of living together like a happy couple! But that doesn't mean that my love is fake! I love you so much but I can't stay here , in the same house with you because you just consider me as a possession Sidharth! I am a human ! I have feelings! I am not here to pleasure you, I want to go away to save my respect and my love!

Because I don't want to hate you! Rather I would love to go away from you and protect the love for you!

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Sana: andar aau bhai?

Robin : haan sana aao! Kuch chahiye tumhe?

Sana: ji....bhai wo ....mai...mai yaha se jaana chahti hoon! I know mujhe kidnap Kiya gya tha, mere dad ne karwaya tha because he thinks I am a burden ! Fair enough!! I have stayed in this house! I loved every memories I made here but now it's the time I should go from here!

Robin: how can you go sana? Sid will never allow that! You are someone whom he kidnapped and can't free until your father will want.

Sana: ye baat aap ko bhi paata hai aur mujhe bhi ki Sidharthh jo chahe wo kar saakte hai. He doesn't need my father's permission to free me!!! Aap usko bol dena ki befikar rahe! Mai apne dad k ghar kabhi nahi jaungi aur mere dad ko paata bhi nahi chalega ki mujhe free kiya gya hai! I promise!

Robin: it's not that easy sana! Sid nahi manega!

Sana: kyun nahi manega? I have a life and I want to live it in my way! Mai yaha apna respect kaam kara ne ya fir kisi ki gulaam banne nahi aayi hoon! I am thankful jaise aap log mere saath rahe, mujhe bilkul feel nahi hone diya ki mai koi parayi hoon! Mujhe iss ghar mein ghar wali feeling hi aayi jaise ki ye mera apna ghar ho! Par aab ..aab aur nahi reh paungi mai.

Robin looked at the girl whom he considered as his sister! He felt miserable after seeing her tears!

Robin: sana!!! Tum sid se bhagna chahti ho na? You like him right?

Sana looked at him and chuckled.

Sana: uska aura hi aisa hai, koi bhi pasand kar lega! Maine toh pehle din hi kaha tha ki he is crush material. Mujhe shayed uspe crush hai haha! Aab mai chalti hoon! Kal yaha se jaana chahti hoon.  Aap usko inform kar dena!

Sana turned to leave but stopped when robin said...

Robin: tumhe usse pyaar ho gya hai, hai na?

Sana fisted her palms .

Sana: aisi koi baat nahi hai. Aap ko galatfehmi hui hogi bhai.

Robin: sana tumhe juth bolna nahi aata!

Sana took a deep breath..

Robin looked down and said ..

Robin: tumhe behan maana hai. Mai nahi Chahta tumhare saath kuch galat ho. Sid ko pyaar karogi toh daard milega kyun ki abhi wo jaisa baan gya hai na wo pyaar k badle pyaar nahi de payega tumhe! He doesn't believe in love! Khud ko hurt maat karo bhul jao usko.

Sana: iss liye hi dur jaa rahi hoon.

Robin: dur jaa k bhul paogi usko?

Sana: nahi. Usko bhulna mere liye impossible hai par pas rahungi toh aur daard hoga. Dur chali jaungi toh atleast uska chehra toh roj nahi dekhna parega na?

Robin: usko pyaar karna tumhe bas daard hi dega sana!!!

Sana looked at him with a little smile.

Sana: manjoor hai mujhe!!

Saying that she left and robin took a deep sigh. This girl doesn't deserve this much pain! First of all her dad never loved her and now she has fallen in love with someone who doesn't even believe in love! God! Please help this girl! Please protect her!!!

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Sidharth was working in his laptop. Robin entered inside...

Robin: sidharth...baat karna hai mujhe.

Sid: I am doing an important work robin.

Robin: okay fair enough, I won't disturb you much. I have come to inform you that sana is leaving tomorrow!!!

He looked at robin with confusing eyes.

Sid: What do you mean?

Robin: I mean she wants to go from here and live a happy life. She has promised that she won't go in her father's house ever! She told me to inform you.

Sid's jaw was clenched.

Sid: nobody can leave this house without my permission robin.

Robin: yeah! That's why I am informing you that she is leaving.

Sid; no she can't!

Robin: kyun?

Sid; kyun ki maine bola hai.

Robin: kis haq se? Tumhara uske saath koi rishta nahi hai. Wo apna decision khud le saakti hai , chahti toh bhag saakti thi, chahti toh ye baat tumse chupa k kisi ki help se iss ghar k bahar nikal sakti thi but she has showed her respect towards you and gave you the right to know about her decision but remember my friend, Tumhe uspe koi haq nahi hai..

Saying that robin left while Sidharth's eyes turned red in anger!!!

He broke a flower vase and went towards her room!

She was packing her bags! He entered there and pulled her towards him while holding her shoulders very tightly making her winch!

Sid: Where are you going?

Sana: robin bhai ko already baata diya tha maine aur bola tha ki wo tumhe bhi inform kar de!

Sid: I am asking you!!!

Sana: I am leaving!

Sid: Why?

Sana: Meri maarji.

Sid: shut up! You are someone I kidnapped understood? Tumhe thodi choot kya de diya tum toh saar pe hi char gyi. Iss ghar mein meri marji k ilawa kisi ka bhi na chalti hai na chalegi .

Sana: mere life mein bas meri hi marji chalegi. Yaha mujhe tum kidnap kar k laaye. Jitna din mera maan tha mai rahi yaha! Aab mujhe jaana hai aur life mein kuch karna hai! Simple.

Sid: You are not leaving sana!!!!

Sana: You have no rights to stop me!

Sid: I have!!! You are someone I own! You are not allowed to go from here until I permit.  Yaha hi rahogi tum samaj mein aaya?

He said while holding her more tightly. Her shoulders were paining because of his tight hold!

Sana: don't you dare to speak shit !!! Mai koi tumhara khilona nahi hoon jisko jaab chaho khel lo aur jaab chahe fek doh! Insaan hoon mai! Mujhe apna jindegi jeene ka haaq hai! Aurat hoon iska matlab ye nahi ki mardo k ishare pe chalungi! Ijjat karti hoon tumhari iss liye aram se bol rahi hoon bina koi tamasha kiye mujhe jaane doh! Aur tum nahi bhi jaane doge fir bhi mai jaungi hi. Mujhe koi nahi rok saakta!!!!!

He angrily held her cheeks and said...

Sid: Tum nahi jaa rahi ho kahi pe bhi. It's final!!!

She pushed him with all her force!!!

Sid again pulled her aggressively and tried to kiss her but she slapped him!!!!

Sana: don't you dare to touch me!!! Bohot ho gya!!! Tumhe bohot ladki mil jayega kiss karne k liye aur apna fascination pura karne k liye! Mujhe baksh doh!!!

He looked at her while holding his cheek, his eyes were bloodshot red!!!

Her eyes had tears! Finally she was breaking down ! Her emotions were coming out.

Sana:

You are just a playboy! Ladkiyo ko jaise marji use kar liya, sokh pura ho jaye toh fek diya!!!

Khud se nafrat ho rahi hai mujhe ye soch k ki mai itne din taak mai tumhe apne kareeb aane se rok nahi paayi ...

Mujhe nafrat ho rahi hai ki tumhari dominance mai sehti gyi.

Nafrat hai mujhe apne aap se ki mujhe har bar thukrane k baad bhi mai tumse dur nahi gyi.

Nafrat hai mujhe apne aap se ki mai apne dil k haato hi majboor ho gyi.

Nafrat hai mujhe khud se kyun ki tumse nafrat nahi kar saakti kabhi, chah k bhi nahi kar saakti ..

Nafrat hai mujhe khud se kyun ki maine tum jaise insaan ko Pyaar kiya!!!!!

Nafrat hai mujhe khud se kyun ki mera ye bebas dil itna kuch hone k baad bhi tumse hi Pyaar karega!!!!

She cried her heart out while he was standing there being completely numb!!!

She looked at him ...

Sana:

aab ek pal bhi mai tumhare saath nahi rehna chahti. Iss ghar mein nahi rehna chahti. Tumse itna dur jaana chahti hoon ki meri awaaz taak tumhe sunayi na de. Paata hai mujhe ki tumhe mere jaane se koi fadak nahi parega.

Kyun ki mai toh bas tumhara ek manpasand khilona thi jiske saath tumne khel liya! Mere jaane k baad koi dusra khilona dhund hi loge tum.

Jaane se pehle bas do baat hi bolna chahungi ....

Thank you ! Kyun ki mere mumma k jaane k baad pehli baar mujhe kisi se pyaar hua aur tum jaab bhi mujhe touch karte the, tumhare liye wo bas ek attraction hota tha, par mere liye wo ek ehsaas hota tha jo maine hamesha se paana chaha!! Thank you so much!!!

Aur.....apna khyal rakhna Rao!!!

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He slowly looked towards the roof and the sound of her footsteps were slowly decreasing.

When he looked at the whole room, everything was like before but she was not here...

The room was silent and in that silence , her cracking voice was ringing in his head.... Her broken state was coming infornt of his eyes.  He felt one drop of tear escaped from his eyes making him shock because he thought he forgot to cry!!!

He looked at the door from where she left, she left him.

Only one word escaped from his mouth and echoed in the silent room and that was....

SANA!!!

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