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Loving you is a losing game! 🥀

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ONE YEAR LATER.....

The house was still the same, silent like before. People only did their work in silence! This house was lively only for sometime when she was here!

Everything was same yet  different!

Robin looked at the sky and thought....

Robin:

Bahar se koi bhi iss ghar ko dekhega toh sab kuch pehle jaisa hi laage gaa!

Wo hi same log, wo hi same rules but koi thi jisne iss makan ko ghar banaya tha. Yaha ki logo ko hasna sikhaya tha! Mujhe bhai ka darza diya tha aur Sidharth, usko badal diya tha!

Sidharth badal gya tha taab se hi jaab se sana uske life mein aayi thi. Wo bar bar uske pas jaata tha, iss liye nahi kyun ki koi attraction ya obsession hai balki iss liye kyun ki usko Pyaar ho gya tha!

Par afsos usne samajne mein bohot der kar di. Aab chah k bhi wo kuch nahi kar saakta! Sana bohot dur chali gyi hai. Shayed wo wapas kabhi na aaye!

Par mai Sidharth ko aise nahi dekh saakta! Pichle ek saal se wo sana  k room mein hi reh raha hai. Uska ek dupatta jameen mein gira hua tha, uss dupatte ko wo apne seene se laga k rakhta hai. Aisa lagta hai uss room mein hi uski duniya hai.

Na wo jada bahar jaata hai, na kisi se itna milta hai. Har raat ko uss kamre mein sota hai jaha sana  Raha karti thi, jaha unki aakhri mulakaat huyi thi.

Aaj bhi Sidharth ko ye ehsaas nahi hai ki usko sana se pyaar hai. Sana k baare mein usne kabhi khul k baat nahi ki kisi k saath, bilkul chup ho gya hai mera bhai. Aisa lagta hai ki sukoon chala gya hai uska!

Uske maa k chale jaane k baad usne kabhi dil se nahi socha! Par sana k liye wo pehle din se fikar karta tha. Bohot pyaar karta tha, kaash waakt rehte hi samaj jaata!

Kaash kismaat unko mila dete, ek baar amna samna ho jaata! Kya paata sab kuch thik ho jaata?

His thoughts broke with the ringing sound of his phone!

Robin: hello! Yes robin speaking! Who are you? Oh okay !! Is it very necessary to attend the party? Who is throwing the party by the way? Ishan kapur? Okay I will talk to boss! Yeah bye!

Robin cut the call and went in the room where sid stays now!

Robin: Sid! We will have to attend a party!

Sid was caressing sana's dupatta! Without speaking anything, he was looking at that only!

Robin: Ishan kapur ka party hai. You know he is a famous businessman! We need to attend it Sid! Understood?

Sid: I don't want to go anywhere robin. Don't disturb me!

Robin shouted ..

Robin:

So what do you want! Ek saal se ek baand kamre mein ek ladki ka dupatta le k baitha hua hai jis ladki k rehte kabhi tune uski feelings ki kadar nahi kiya!

Itna nasamaj tha tu? Haan? Itna nasamaj toh tu nahi tha ki tu uski feelings nahi samaj paayega! Bas attraction hai obsession hai bol bol k uske kareeb jaata raha!

Kabhi uska socha? Wo tujhe apne kareeb kyun aane deti thi? Kabhi socha tune? Nahi. Kyun ki tere liye bas tu hi important tha. Tu jo bolta tha tujhe bas wo hi Sahi lagta tha par aisa nahi hota Sid!

Dusro k bhi feelings hoti hai. Wo ladki thak gyi thi apne feelings k saath fight kar kar k. Give up kar diya tha usne kyun ki uski feelings ki tune kabhi kadar hi nahi Kiya!

Aab jaab wo chali gyi hai taab tu uske yaado ko le k jee raha hai. Kya prove karna chah raha hai ki tujhe uski bohot kadar thi?

Ek baat mai tujhe baata deta hoon. Life mein na name fame paisa ek baar chala jaye toh fir se kamaya jaa saakta hai par insaan ek baar chale jaye toh kya paata fir laut k na aaye?!!

Hum insaan bhi na bohot selfish hote hai. Jab koi humare pas hota hai taab hume aksar unki kadar nahi hoti aur jaab dur chale jaate hai taab hume samaj aata hai unki value par taab taak shayed der ho chuka hota hai.

Agar itna important thi wo tere liye toh kyun nahi kadar kiya uska? Kyun nahi roka usko jaab wo jaa rahi thi?

Sala tere ko toh ye bhi nahi paata ki you have fallen in love with her, maybe from the very first sight and you were naming it as a mere attraction and Obsession!!!

Aab aise devdaas baan k maat reh! Ek saal taak Teri bohot manmani saha maine. Aab apne kaam pe focus kar , wo bhi move on kar chuki hogi. Usko apne life mein Khush rehne de! 1 ghante mein hume nikalna hai! Yaad rahe!

Robin banged on the door loudly after venting out his frustration and left!

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Sidharth sat there being completely numb! Robin's every word was roaming in his head and pinching in his heart!

Does he really love her? Has he lost her? Will she never come back? Has she really moved on?

A tear rolled down from his eyes and he wiped it with her dupatta while murmuring...

Sid: Sana .... mai ....mai bohot akela hoon!

Kabhi hua yeh bhi

Khali rahon pe bhi

Tu tha mere saath

Sid:

pagal tha!! Pagal tha mai. Paata hi nahi chala ki tumhe khone k baad khud ko hi kho Dunga! Paata nahi tha Pyaar kya hota hai! Mai nahi jaanta tha! Mujhe tum bas meri lagti thi....aisa lagta tha tum meri poseession ho , samaj hi nahi paaya kaab tum mera dil baan chuki ho.

Kabhi tujhe milke lauta

Mera dil yeh khali khali haath

Yeh bhi hua kabhi

Jaise hua aabhi

Tujhko sabhi mein paa liya!

Sid:

Wo hi dil jo maa k jaane k baad maar chuka tha usko tumne jinda kiya . Aur fir jaab tum chali gyi, yakeen mano aisa lagta hai ki iss dil ne dadakna baand kar diya.

Aisa lagta hai ye thmhare ehsaas k bina dadak hi nahi saakta!

Tera mujhe kar jaati hai dooriyan

Satati hain dooriyan

Tarsati hain dooriyan

Fanah ho sabhi dooriyan...

Suddenly he remembered something. When he was kidnapping sana, he saw she has a rumoured boyfriend, Ishan kapur! And today Ishan kapur has invited them in a party!

Are they same people or their name are only same?

He felt restless and was sure that he needs to attend this party now!

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Ishan beta!! Usko shopping pe le k jaa! Aaj tumhara itna bada din hai. Bacchi ka mood accha ho jayega!

Ishan: maa mai toh sana ko bol hi raha hoon ki bahar chal mere saath par ye hai ki manti hi nahi. Aaj sagai hai humari. Thori der mein party hai aur madam ko kuch nahi karna. Mu latka hai baith jaana hai bas!!!

Sana looked at him and said...

Sana: aisi baat nahi hai ishan. Tum varsha k saath chale jao shopping. Wo tumhari best friend hai. Wo tumhe samjha degi ki mujhe kya pasand hai. Khud k sagai mein kuch khareedna mujhe bohot weird sa lagta hai!

His mom said....

Koi baat nahi beta! Ishan aur varsha chale jayenge.  Tum kamre mein chale jao!

Sana noded!

She was about to enter in her room but ishan held her hand.

Ishan: tu khush hai na iss shaadi se?

Sana: hmm. Dukhi hone wali koi baat toh nahi hai isme. Obviously khush hi hongi.

Ishan: lag toh nahi raha Teri shakal se!

Sana: irritate maat karo mujhe please!

Ishan: okay ye baata de ki pyaar karti hai? Aaj toh sagai bhi hone wali hai humari but you never confessed!

Sana: sagai ho rahi hai na? Confession is not needed ishan!

Ishan: sana! You know that I have loved you from childhood! Aur hamesha khul k pyaar jahir kiya Maine. Par tune kabhi nahi bola ki you love me.

Sana: pyaar jaisa kuch nahi hota ishan! Pyaar bas ek aisi cheez hai jo daard deta hai, aap ko tod deta hai , barbaad kar deta hai. Mai kisi se pyaar nahi karti. Accha hoga agar dubara tu mujhe ye sab baate na hi bole!

Ishan: okay okay relax!! Itna hyper maat ho. I think tu Shaadi k din hi mujhe propose karegi!! Kyun hai na?

Sana glared him.

Ishan: sorry sorry! I am going with varsha! See you soon!

He hugged her but she didn't hug him back. She only noded a little and went to her room!

She sat on her bed and looked down!

Tears, slowly slowly rolled down from her eyes...

Sana:

Pyaar toh aab mujhe kisi se bhi nahi hoga.

Kyun ki pyaar toh maine kar li hai. Ek insaan se. Khud se jada pyaar ki hai maine aur hamesha karungi.

Par wo mere kismaat mein nahi hai. Uske saath meri haato ki lakeer juri hui nahi hai.

Wo mere kismaat mein nahi hai. Life mein move on kar toh rahi hoon dusro k khushi k liye par uss insaan ko kabhi nahi bhul paungi.

Kaha bhi na mene

Nahi jeena mene

Tu jo na mila

Tujhe bhule se bhi na

Bola na mene chahun fasla

Kaash tum samaj paate ki mai tumse kitna Pyaar karti thi.

Kaash ek baar rok lete, mai ruk jaati.

Kaash ek baar hi sahi, mujhe bol dete ki tumhare liye mai special hoon .

Tumne mere pyaar ko hara diya aur mai khud se hi haar gyi.

Mai jeena hi bhul gyi.

Tumne mujse mera dil hi cheen liya Sidharth.

Chah k bhi nafrat nahi kar saakti tumhe. Ek saal...

Ek saal chala gya aur haar pal tumhe yaad karti rahi.

Tumne toh mujhe bhula diya hoga par mai kabhi nahi bhul saakti mere pehle pyaar ko!

Sidharth tumne mere saath aisa kyun kiya? Akhir kyun???

She cried her heart out but nobody heard, nor she wanted anybody to hear!

She didn't know where life is taking her, she is just going with the flow!!!

Bas fasla rahein

Ban ke kasak jo kahen

Ho aur chahat yeh aur jawan

Teri meri mit jaani hai dooriyan

Begani hai dooriyan

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Will she ever be happy without him?

Will he ever meet her again!?

She was living like a dead soul, crying for her incomplete love, her Sidharth while he was living with a guilt,  with a pain of losing her , his sana! 🥀

Hat jani dooriyan

Fanah ho sabhi dooriyan

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Kᴇᴇᴘ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ❤️

ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏʀ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ ❤️